Hi! My life have been crazy right now, school, family ect. I wanna write about my high school lfe, so here it goes

It's been two months I become a high schooler, and it felt so wierd everyone seem so grown up and OLD! There some reason I hate go to school, and they are:
1. thing that make me frustrated is I go to all smart kid school! What the heck! You know all, my brain capacity is just average i'm not smart at all! And it shocking me because when i test there i got accepted and i saw my score it's 8,blabla! I'm totally not happy with the news i got accepeted there! You know the feeling when you in the middle of crowded room with people have the thing you wish you had, that was exactly what i felt righ t now
Second my brother go to that school either! So every senior know me as Ahmad's little sister! I'm nt happy! I can't be acknowledge by my own thing! People just know you as the sister of school joker I wish my parents read my blog!
3.I don't know anybody at all, well some of my middle school in there but i'm not close to them they have they own friends! So i have to ,ake a new one. Well i got some friends but i will only write down people who i always hang out with, theres Alfiyah she wear glassess she silent but jice, Azizah she just like me like to laugh and talk about nonesense, Shinta big manga anime fan she smart, sit next to me, and the thing i really like her, she always happy and explain the lesson if don't understand it, Ani she nice but like to do some kind of prank, Jesicca she amart, at first i thought she was snoby but actually she nice, and theres julliete she smart and funny
4. I can't wear my favorite sneakersto school, it's so frustrating me! And now my lucky sneakers gone i don't know where i put it
5.i miss my besties, there's no random talk, no eating during class, no laughing at nonesense, no gossips, and no FUN!!!
6. Wake up at 4.30 am go to school at six o'clock, be there at school 6.40! I was never ON TIME, thers never any history i would go to school on time! I even got into the "always late" list at my old school!
7. I never understand how things in cantten work! I only buy a drink go head to class, no other thing! Suck
8. I've been go that school for two monts, and I never ever ever study history! I only study sosiologi twice in two monyhs, and next month is mid exam
9. Rolling! I mean what the heck rolling every semester! Heck no i don't know these people, and when we started to socialte you have to said good bye to people you said your friends there! I'm so jot in the mood go to school there

Dad i really want to say thos if you really like the school why don't ypu study there! Not me it's useless when you do something you really don't want to do! That's all peace out man!

The new begining

Its been a while, since i started high school i never post something in this blog again. Most people these days said blog is old fashion, but for me its like a diary, a place where i can write my thoughts. So here it goes. Its 2014 now, i finished high school, in august im gonna go to colage. The idea of going to colage scares me, like a lot. Back then i used to say i wanna start colage soon because i hate high school, the truth is, i kinda like my high school its pretty cool, my relationship with my high school is kinda love and hate. So heres the thing, why am i scared? Im gonna start a new life, the university is placed in the other side of this country that i have never visited, i dont have a fimly there, i have nothing. It scares me. Living alone in the place where i know nonody, the place wheree you have to be pretty an popular. The thing is im afraid im not gonna fit in. I never thought im gonna go to colage there, i always expected im gonna go to colage here, in my home, Makassar. At first when i know i got accepted i was happy, like this is it, i finally do something for my parents and my life but later this question came along "is this what i want?" the answer is, i dont know. Im not ready to start this whole thing. Time flies so fast, i wish i cherised the moment i have in here. So everynight i cant sleep i try to memorize my parents home, evry inch of it and then it hit me, every moments of my life here. Im gonna miss it. Even the smell of cat piss and trash in the morning near my home. Im gonna miss my friends, my books, my cd's, my old type writer, my guitar and ukulele kimberly and ukel. Im gonna miss everything. This afternoon i saw one of my high school friend post something in her social media account, shes leaving this city too, she wrote, she'll miss her room and everything about it. Her post is the same feeling i haveright now. I start to cry a little bit inside. I cant cry out loud, i wish i can stop time and live in the present i dint want to go to the future, i dont want to live in the future, but i cant because life keep on going, so i have to face it. Im leaving in the end of july, i still have time and this time im gonna cherish every moments i have even the bad ones. Im gonna miss every inch of this city that very dear to me.

Hello!

Hi!

It's been a really really messsed up month, feels like torture. I got new activities, more school assignment. Talking about school, im a high schooler now! Yuhuuuu, well i'm still a freshman though. New school means new friends, new teacher, new subject, new face, new good looking boys(hhhhh). Now let me talk about my new school.
I got accepted in a school that the students are smart, and you know i'm not that smart. So it makes me didn't have any confidence, i feel like the only dumb person in the whole world! I got something i really really learn in that school."intimidate by brain is more worse than intimidate by popularity".brain is WORSE, it's like hell! I wish i could transferred school, that would be really awesome. I've talk to my dad about it. and theres still no answer about it!
Now lets talk about the people IN IT, first the TEACHER!
Well some of them pretty cool like Mr Basri my religion teacher, he's really nice, and there's Mr Arnaidi, he's my geografi teacher, and our art teacher Mr Ilham. And the students, well some of them really cool some of them not.
First we have Inta, she sit next to me, well she's pretty cool but she's kinda selfish, and theres Jessie she smart and really nice, i relly like her, and Ensa she's tomboy and really cool, theres Ani the cute girl next door, actually she really smart, my teacher said she's a genius, and therers Izzah did you know my friend Nur Riska Irfan, well she's kinda like her, except her face and I prefer NRI (Athena) . They all nice to me, but I don't wanna get attached to those people, cause i'm leaving soon. And i'm in a Marching Band now! That was pretty weird. Haha i can't belive it either. At first i wanna play Snare, cause i always wanna know how to play drum, but i don't pass the selection. BUUUU! And now I play the Pit. Tin tin tin tin. It's kinda awesome though plus the junior who thought me to play it have a good looking face, her name is Kak Ayu, and she nice .
I hate it when people put an attention to me especially BOYS. Huuuh. I don't need boys right now there will no distraction, even you cute as hell, and your smile like sun i don't want it!

Okay that's all for today, i gotta finish my homework. Next time I will talk about my crush, and a new rumor about me. Tune in till next time!

Glee season 2 final

Hey I know the final of glee is last month, I wanna post this earlier but there's a problem so Ijust can posting something now, well enough for chit-chat, lets go to the point.

Last month I watch glee last episode called "Funeral and New York" and it's AWESOME!!

In Funeral ND work with Jessie St James for National, they go for an audition for a lead in National. Santana,Kurt,Mercedes, and Rachel go for the audition Jessie give a rude fedback for Sanana Kurt and Mercedes, but not for Rachel because he try to win her heart back.
Sue sister Jean dead so the New Direction (more of Kurt and Finn) help Sue with Jean's funeral. In Jeans funeral ND make her funeral like a Charlie and a Chocholate Factory and sing Pure Imagination. Finn got a pencerahan hati after he heard Sue speach about Jean. If you love somebody you always feel tethered with that person and Finn stil feel that way about Rachel. After the funeral Finn broke up with Quinn (thank God. I love finn and quinn but i don't like them as a couple, more like them individually), the way I see it there's yelling, screaming,tears and ect, Quinn mad at Finn and stromed out of his car. Long story short Rachel wait for Jessie in auditorium, Jessie said Rachel got the Solo/Lead in the end Jessie try to kiss her, well she accept it but she just a little uncomfortable with it, and the SAD part is Finn watch the kiss, and Finn bring a flower he want to give it to her. The end Rachel didn't got the solo/lead because Mr.Schue said they gonna do what brought them to national which is write an original song. The End.

Episode New York ND go to to The Big Apple. Long story short Mr.Schue got an offer for Broadway, but he still think aboutit. Finn try to win Rachel back but she said while in NY there will no boys and no distraction, but anyway Finn still ask Her out for a date, while in the date they met Patti LuPone. End of the date Finn try to Kiss her but she deny it, and she leaves him hanging.
Dustin know Shue got an offer to Broadway, and tell the ND kids. They were upset cause MrShue gonna leave them but Mr Schue said he not gonna leave he gonna be there in national, and Noah hug Mr Schue and they all huging.
It's national people. Rachel meet Sunshine in the bathroom they were talking, in the end Rachel said she sorry for what she had done to her, and they were huging. So that's mean they becaome a friends.
Before they performance Finn talk to Rachel why she's not intresting with him anymore, she said she love NY and nothing and no one gonna change that, well she leave him hanging again. The two of the them sing Pretending and in the end of the song they kissing, Jessie ask Shue is that kiss scripted he said no, there was an awkward silence Shue start clapping and followed by everybody in the room. After that they all sing Light up the world.
ND don't win because the kiss, they go back to Lima in 12 place from 50 school. Santana got mad at Finchel because they lose. Kurt tell Blaine what happen in NY, and then they meet the new Nd couple Mercedes and Sam (tottaly Break my heart), but samcedes keep their relationship, they won't let anybody knows it.
Rachel go to thr library and met Finn they were talking and blah blah blah long story short they become a couple again. End of it they all be friends Quinn with her new haircut got nice to Finchel Arti Santana and Brittany talking and ect, Mr Schue come with the 12 place throphy. Oh I forgot their school have a spanduk siad welcome home ND and for their 12 place best show choir in the state. Haha.

That's all I know i don't write all the things that happen, I just lazy to write them all, oh and there's a scene between Santana and Brittany. Brittany said Glee club is a family, family is a bunch of people who except you for who you are, she said she will be a bridesmade at Mike and Tina's wedding and be there for see if their baby were Asian's too and be there on Artie's first walk. Well that pretty much it. I know my english is not good enough but i try my best so please dont hate ok

Xoxo

Enchanted Taylor Swift

Another My favorite song from Taylor Swift in her Speak now Album other than Last Kiss . Here's the lyrics and the chords if you play an instrument. Enjoy!

Tuning: capo on 1st
G Bm/G Cadd9 D/F# Em7
e|-3---3----3-----2-----3--|
B|-3---3----3-----3-----3--|
G|-0---0----0-----2-----0--|
D|-0---0----x-----0-----2--|
A|-x---2----3-----0-----2--|
E|-3---2----x-----2-----0--|

Intro: G,Bm,C,G

Verse 1

G Bm
There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
C G
Same old tired, lonely place
G Bm
Walls of insincerity Shifiting eyes and vancancy
C G
vanished when I saw your face
C Em D
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
G
Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Bm C G
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
G Bm
The playful conversation starts Counter all your quick remarks
C G
like passing notes in secrecy
C Em D
And it was enchanting to meet you
C Em D
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

Chorus:

C G D C
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
G D C
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
G D C
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
Em D G
I was enchanted to meet you

Verse 2

G Bm
The lingering question kept me up 2am, who do you love?
C G
I wonder till I'm wide awake
G Bm
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
C G
I'd open up and you would say,
C Em D
It was enchanting to meet you
C Em D
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

Chorus

C G D C
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
G D C
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
G D C Em D
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
C G D C
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
G D C
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
G D C
I'll spend forever wondering if you know
Em D G
I was enchanted to meet you

Solo:
G,Bm,C,G,Bm,C,D
Bridge
C Em
This is me praying that this was the very first page
D C
Not where the story line ends
Em D C
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
Em D C
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
Em D G
I was enchanted to meet you
G Bm
Please don't be in love with someone else
C G
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
G Bm
Please don't be in love with someone else
C G
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Chorus

C G D C
This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
G D C
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
G D C Em D
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
C G D C
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
G D C
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
G D C
I'll spend forever wondering if you know
Em D G
I was enchanted to meet you
G Bm
Please don't be in love with someone else
C G
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Fifteen 15

Tomorrow is my birthday, so I'm getting Older now. It's my fifteen birthday, so I'm gonna say this quick, I don't wanna a huge birthday party, all I wanted is stay home and get some rest for the big day (UAN) or go to the beach with my friends (ABFI) and bring my SLR camera, get some awesome photos, and a very very awesome birthday is if you just leave me alone, buy me a barbie doll,returning STUFF THAT YOU BORROW, PASS NATIONAL EXAMINATION, school in smunel, meet with my one and only Chord Overstreet and that's all I wanted for this year, so if you wanna give me gift just read this post or make me some chocolate cake.OK bye ya'll, even though I still wanna birthday present.

Hey! What do you want from me!

Hey YOU! if YOU liked me just tell me don't make me feel like this (confuse), I hate if you look at me when I was playing my guitar, to be honest I don't like the way you look at me! I don't want any DRAMA in my life, cause I'm not a Drama queen! So please don't look at me with that look you have, you make me feel bad about my self! I just hate it, and I can't stop thinking about theway you look at me! So jut quit it! Quit stare at me! And I promise to my self, from this moment I will not playing guitar in front of you!

Taylor Swift-Last Kiss

I still remember the look on your face
Been through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away, go away

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That July 9th the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in
I'm not much for dancing but for you did

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips, ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe
And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

I never thought we'd ever last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips, just like our last